Thank You - 07/10/10

there's a moment at night
at 1 in the morning
or 3
or 5
as i see the sunrise
through my window
still haven't been sleeping
and the insanity
starts creeping
in
and begins
to make me see spots
see strange little dots
on the walls
and the floors
and the ceiling
and the doors
it's at this moment
my brain
ain't what it should be
what it could be
could be nothing
should it be?
but no
no, there's a reason
there's a need
form people
I've never seen
they say I've got talent
they say I've got skills
I sometimes can't see it
but still
maybe
just maybe
and it's a reason
just another reason
I always need another reason
to keep doing what I do